Unspokenly Required Holiday Post

Yule Die, Yule Survive
I am dying
From the lack of sleep
But I am trying
To set myself apart
From myself
Let you all believe
I am what you want me to be
So happy holidays
Take life with a grain of salt
I’ll be the pepper spray
In your eyes
So here we go
Who’s ready to die?
We do this all the time
Where I come from
I don’t know
Where I belong
I can choose
To let it go
And I can choose
To let myself doze
Miss this day
Forget
Just like any day
This may just be any day
So here is your song
I’m a broken bird
And I can’t sing
I would fly home to you
If only I had unbroken wings
The pain is settling
The adrenaline is pumping
These tired eyess
They won’t go away
So why should I pressure them
These wanting eyes
Will not be satisfied
Until the happieness is inside
Until then I will die
How could I miscalculate?
If I could chosoe
This ship would stop sinking
Land fast approaching
The storm has come and gone
We are the wake
I don’t know who I am
Wake up sober in a foreign land
Blood on my hands
Where do we go?
Where do we go from here?
Hold on to who you love
With broken wings
I will drive all night long
To get back to my state
And as I cross the line
I will pull out the stops
All I want for Christmas
Is to say I love you
But I’m not sure
I know how to
Take me
Broken bird
Spread your wings
Nest with me
Oh love
Oh love
Wish I could say…
You can find me
With the other birds
On the freeway
Driving towards a dream
I don’t want to die
Alright?
Just want to be in your arms
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight I will dream of you

 I Have Not But An Oz. Of Creativity Left Within Me

A birthday
A new year
Aren’t you happy to be here?
He lights another joint
Puts on old clothes
And he’s out the door
Don’t know where to go
eat my breathe
burn, wax and wane
A birthday
I have smoked away my pride
I have smoked away my pride
I have smoked away my pride
Crawl out of here
Lost time
It’s all gone away
He flicks
And lights
But the spark ain’t comin’
And she ain’t comin’ back
The same old songs
The same old movies
The same old hopes
The same old dreams
But we still hold on
I have smoked away my pride
I have smoked away my pride
I have smoked away my pride
The life we lived just up and died
Eat my breathe, wane and wax
The sparks aren’t coming back
It is a birthday
It is a new year
I’m not sure what I’m doin’ here

iamtheripoff

(A) Decline

I was missing a feeling
I knew not was dead
I was hooked on a feeling
Until it bled
I bled

(one)

I was caught up in the idea
Of being dead

(two, three)

I was strung out in the streets

(No, I can’t catch)
I don’t want to know
Where you’ve been
Everyone seem’s to know
Where you’ve been
(four, five, six)
Oh how I wish I could dissapear
We’ll see who’s the better man
I swear I always did
The
Best
I…

(seven, eight)
I wish I could say I am sorry
But I’m tired of lies
Wish I could show I am happy
But I cannot hide
It’s been eating me inside

(…nine)

So touch me
Or let it alone
Give me a sign
Do I Have hope?
I lost all my taste
My eyes have worn out
I can no longer dream
Tastes like cotton in my mouth
It comforts me to know
I don’t really know
Where you’ve been
It feels so good to be new
A fresh breathe of air
(Wait for the snow
So I can make impressions
And revel in them
Far after we’re gone)
I see
Clear
I breathe
Please speak

Touch me or don’t
But if you choose to hold me
I may never let go
So this is a warning

(one, two, three, four)
I can never let go
Where’ve you been?